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Do you know the feeling when you talk to yourself “I should had done that”. When you’re trying not to tregret every choice you’d made. When you have the ability to do something, but the opprtunity doesn’t come yet. When you scare to start something big in life. When you’re exploring the mall with just you. When again you wanna go to school -not for a master degree- with a different major, but you’re not that sure. When your heart and mind are already in the same line, but your body doesn’t want to cooperate. When you have a deepest desire to make your parents proud, but you still not. When you have to lie. When the photos at styleandthecity.com can put a smile on your face. When the plenty of choice around you makes you confuse. When you start to lose your focus on target. When your shopping list gets long, but you nearly run out of money. When you can live with your own rules. When even sleep can’t make your brain stop thinking. When sipping caramel cream frappuccino in Starbucks is one thing that amuses you. When you’re face to face with people who ask about your job while your jobless. When you have no idea with what you really want in life at this moment. When you can’t say no. When you can’t say yes. When sometimes you have to make a quick decision. When you have to answer a call from someone you don’t wanna talk to. When you’re not brave enough to do something out of the box. When you’re really wanna change you hair color back to normal. When you’re bad at managing your finance. When you’re getting lonely. When you know what to do, but you just don’t do anything. When you ask yourself “what is it with me?”, but you can’t answer it. I know those feeling. I’m feeling it right now